Connor

He's everything to me.
I don't Understand how someone who I met on the computer could mean more to me then Life itself. Literary. If I had the choice really, right now he would be laying next to me in bed. And I dont think theres anything in the world that would make me let him go. Even if he had to pee. He'd have to pee in a cup. Because theres no way I could let him leave me. Or atleast take me to the bathroom with him. He's really fantastic...Even If he doesnt know it, Or believe it. Everyone has there problems. The things that invade life and take what we have built right back down. But How can there be anyone like this who can stand threw it so well. He has his flaws, but who doesnt? Its enevitable I mean everything, in life. Death, hurt, love, its all there to hurt you in one way or another. And yet there is something wrong with this kid!!! HE DEALS WITH IT!!? But its admirable... Unbelievable. and somehow...Hes mine. Althought life comes with those unexpected turns who am I to say it could be forever? I cant. He is my now. My hopes, and My forever..